TGIF

After a good nights' sleep, today I feel much more alert and out of shock. I weighed myself and shed 1 1/2 lbs. probably all those tears yesterday.
Anyways, thank you Angie and Jess for your messages on this blog, I'm sure once everything arranged and I have a time frame to deal with , some of this uncertainty will go away. Mom I thank you for dropping by with Alma last night, I will be strong and I love you!
I will go to my doctor's office and speak to the nurses re: what comes next. Yesterday I was in quite the state when I left that I never questioned too much to the doctor or nurses. Denial perhaps?
All he did say was that I will be weak and it will take time to recover, so that I may not be able to handle some of the upcoming shows in Niagara with my art groups. I quess it all depends on how fast they get me into Henderson and get the ball rolling.
Janine, I didn't mean to rain on your prom, I sure hope that you had a really good time, dancing up a storm. Still remember how you and Jenny danced up a storm at Jen and Josh's wedding 2 years ago. Was that a happy day or what, could not have been perfector.
Jason and Tan, I know you're not on this blog, however so sorry I relayed my message to your cell phone at the zoo. Hope that Tan's, Dad and wife visiting here from England had a lovely time enjoying those precious grand children this week. Betcha Aiden ran Rupert's legs off, grampa time yeh! Busy time for you all I'm sure? We will see you all soon.
Anyways lots to do, company coming tomorrow for the weekend. My friend was a breast cancer survivor years ago and as Janine said yesterday, Marguerite will help me find the strength for this too, she has always been one of my biggest role models and supporter of my causes, whether it be raising children, finding work or just simply living. Haven't seen her in 6 years so the time is right.
Let's get healthy right? Have a great weekend, this too shall pass!
Love Birgie