Omi reading "the secret"

Hi my Schnuddle Puddle!Guess you are already in Bed.Its good I can talk to you on the computer.First I was reading your and Birgits Letter with the picture from when I was young!!!
I think it is so wonderful Angie ,You are ready to stepp out of your Lonesome Life.Your plan to help with Cancer patients is great.I know you will be good in that field.Finding your innerself
and evtl. raiki with a group in Ancaster should bring you joy in life again.I was reading "The secret"today.I can already identefy with many suggestions.Was sitting on my porch,it is so quiet,only the birds are singing or calling another,or taken a bath in the birdbath,It is so cuit.And I wondered why I am so at peace here!?It is, us if I was in our backyard in Ancaster,were I had many relaxt weekends or evenings sitting with Dad.He loved to read,and I did my knitting,beside me always a pile of Mode magazins,wich made me dream and plan new things to sew or knit for my children and grandchildren.I never gave it a thougth that this"my little world "would one day fall apart???Only you my dear children gave me the strength to go on.Was it a gardian Angle standing by my side?You and many good poeple and the choir helped me to pick up the peaces.Today my Attitude is Gratitude!I am so thankful ,I stayed healthy.I am blessed to see even my great grandchildren,so beautiful growing up.And you my 4Grandshildren make me so proud.Hope I can enjoy many more years seeing your lifes progress.Ham you said it at Josh and Jenn's Wedding"The purpose of life is to learn and to love and to love living and to be your whole wonderful self"All can be done if we believe in ourself.All your letters are an example.
And with us walking now is also you dear Lorna.It is so wonderful to read what you have to say.
I am sure you also will find your inner peace.give it time and go forward.
Birgit I am so proud of you,with that attitude you will get througth all,and will feel so much better.
Love you all.Looking forward to Sunday Mom/Omi