ho hum (posted by Janine)

I'm sitting here with my pinapple/banana/strawberry smoothie thinking. My raw diet is going alright though I seem to have plateaued weight-wise over the past few days. I'm not sure what to attribute this to. Perhaps the hormonal thing, perhaps the fact that I'm consuming too many nuts or coconuts. Not so sure. But I'm going to tweak my diet for the next couple of days to see if I notice a change. Maybe I'd be better off weighing in weekly also. I think I'll give that a shot too.

Jess and I were talking a bunch last night about mapping out a life. As I've mentioned, I've been feeling somewhat directionless. Waiting for the sky to open up and drop a sign in my lap telling me which way to scurry. It's strange that I have the potential of so much freedom and part of that scares me to no end. I will be forced to make some choices soon, though and there's a deffinite time limit on all this humming and hawing. Send thoughts of joy, absolution and abandon in my direction, please.

And thank-you!

xo,
neenie